when i was small i was told that god is great. we should worship one god and be thankful to him for what he gave . but when i c so much of pain hunger and voilence around me i am unable to thank him for anything.i tend to blame him for not listening to so many prayers. i dont find him great.but after all these feelings. i get guilty that probably i wll be thrown to hell for thinking like this or probably i am a bad person.i dont know what to do.